pretty please

To say that the past few days have been hard would be a huge understatement. These waves of guilt and complete sadness overwhelm me. No sooner do they start that they are gone and all I can feel is complete emptiness. It has a tremendous amount to do with Jenna's approaching birthday. It hurts.like.hell.

I haven't the slightest clue what life would be like had she lived. What sort of little girl she would have been? Independent? A daddy's girl? Chubby? Laughable?

And what would we be doing in preparation for her first birthday? I DON'T know. And it hurts that I didn't even give any thought to it. I hope and pray she knows how desperately she is missed, how deeply she is loved. In my heart of hearts I know she knows nothing short of perfect love, but sometimes her absence is deafening and the loss is endless.

I read Danielle's post the other day, and thought I would ask a similar request. Hubs and I plan to celebrate her birthday with each other, but it would still be nice to have something special to help celebrate the occasion. And this is where I am asking a tiny itty bitty favor ;]

If you think of it, would you write my Jenna Belle's name and send me a pic of it? Pretty please? It doesn't have to be anything fancy, it could be scribbled down somewhere, anywhere. I have created a slideshow of all the pictures I have received over the past (almost) 12 months of her name. Thank you to everyone who has been so generous to contribute to this slideshow already. It really is a testament to the love and support I have found here, and for that I am eternally grateful.

If you have a pic of her name you'd like to send me, my email is @ handprintsfromheaven (at) gmail (dot) com




Thank you! thank you! thank you!