4.18.2010

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry Jenna. I couldn't go see you today. I felt like I really needed to too. Times like this I really just hate my body.

Feeling massive blues...


23 comments:

Anonymous said...

((hugs)). i'm sure jenna knows you're thinking of her, and when you can't go see her, her spirit can come visit you.

thinking of you and hope you're doing okay.

Maggie said...

Thinking of you. I'm sure Jenna knows you're thinking of her as well. :) (((HUGS)))

carissa said...

xoxoxo and prayers!

Laura said...

Forgive yourself friend! I know she already has! Hang in there!
Hugs-
Laura

*Laura Angel said...

(((HUGS)))

Jen said...

((hugs))

Jaime said...

xo

Monica said...

I hit a really down time a few weeks ago and couldn't do much of anything. I'm sorry it's really rough for you right now too. I just had to ride it out and remember what someone told me that the bad days are so that the good days will seem even better. Praying that God will shine his light on your darkness soon.

Caroline said...

{{HUGS}}
Caroline

Fireflyforever said...

I'm sorry you couldn't do what you needed to do to mark Jenna's 11 months. But, I'm sure she knows and understands.

Jill said...

Sending you LOTS of LOVE! xo

Lori said...

Many hugs and lots and lots of love, friend!

Mary said...

How horrible that you have to feel even more guilt! It is so hard to know how to love a child who is no longer here. Do we have to think of them a certain number of times, visit them, write letters, blog??? There is no answer, you must do as your heart leads.
In the mean time, I am praying for you and thinking of you. Wishing Dallas and Houston weren't so far apart, and we could have coffee...

Anonymous said...

(((HUGS)))

MissingYouAlways said...

thank you for your kind words. thinking of you and your beutiful jenna today and always

Lisette said...

Thinking of you and Jenna. I am sorry I haven't mailed your little gift out yet. I will soon, I promise. ((HUGS)) to you!

Luke's Mommy said...

How lucky Jenna is to have a mother that loves her so much. You are an amazing mama.
XOXO
Sarah

brigette said...

Im so sorry! Days like today are so hard!! Thinking of you and sending hugs!

With Out My Punkin said...

((HUGS)) Thinking of you and your precious Jenna Belle.

Once A Mother said...

Oh Hon, I am so sorry. She knows you are missing her, even on the days you can't go see her. She is always with you, no matter where you are. Just close your eyes and feel for her, she is there. Sending beautiful thoughts your way and praying that the days have gotten easier.

Stephanie said...

I have been thinking of you, knowing your special days are coming up so soon. jenna's birthday and your one year anniversary without her. SHe knows there hasn't been a day that has gone by that you haven't thought of her!

Anonymous said...

Jenna knows you love her, Franchesca. You are always with her in your heart.

Sarah xoxo

Holly said...

I'm sorry you didn't get to go see her when you wanted to.

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