8.17.2010

It was her

When the stars fill the midnight sky we are only a dream away from being together...

Bubby usually sleeps through the night and has been for the past two weeks.

But not a few nights ago. In the middle of his diaper change at the ungodly hour of 3am it suddenly hit me that it happened again. It was her. In my dreams.

I don't remember the details and oh, how I've tried to retrace the dream over and over grasping for anything I might remember to no avail. But I knew she was there.

And like our enemy of time she was fading. The dream faded, though I knew it happened. Saturday night.

Until next time I can't wait to hold her in my dreams again.

17 comments:

Debby@Just Breathe said...

I know it's not what you want but I find it a blessing that you can have her in your dreams.

The Blue Sparrow said...

I have alot of dreams about being pregnant again but somehow its never Bryston. I am still wishing for a dream with him in it. I wish you could remeber yours! I know how special these dreams are! *HUGS*

Mary said...

I still wait to dream about her. IF only for those few seconds in dreamland we can be together again...

Caroline said...

I had a dream about a month ago & it all seemed so real. I had to get up and look in the kids bedrooms but it was just a dream but a happy moment.
{{HUGS}}
Caroline

Tina said...

I've had this feeling too. I wake up thinking I have dreamt of my sweet girls, but cannot recall any of the details. It is almost painful and sweet all at the same time.

Once A Mother said...

perhaps it is not the details of the dream that she was trying to reach you with, perhaps just that lingering knowledge that she is always, always, with you. Praying for many more visits to you from her xx

Lisette said...

I definately agree with Kristin, she is always with you. What a blessing.

PB&J said...

Oh how lovely that he was there to visit you and for you to feel her.

Jill said...

I love that she was there with you. She is always with you. What a sweet feeling!

Alissa said...

What a wonderful feeling....just the knowing that she is always with you whatever you are doing. So glad you had that chance and hope for more to happen soon...

Mattie said...

I cherish dreams of Shyla as well. What a wonderful feeling...

Malory said...

I too have awoke & realized I had a dream about Janessa. I tried & tried to remember anything about it to no avail. I take comfort in knowing she came to visit me. Its such a bittersweet feeling isn"t it? I am left so grateful but yearning for more of her.

Laura said...

I love it! I love that she came to you in a dream... I've never had that- just those moments where I suddenly find myself remembering him- out of no where- perhaps that's him too.
Hugs-
L

Sarita Boyette said...

I'm glad sweet Jenna came to you in a dream. The only dreams of Meredith I've had involve the cemetery - weird dreams about her grave being moved. Maybe if I had gotten to make more memories with her, I would have happier dreams of her.

Catherine W said...

Beautiful. I'm glad that Jenna was with you in your dreams. I think that part of her is always with you, just like part of you is always with her. x

Tara said...

I'm so glad you had this dream. I've never had a dream with my son in it, or at least not one that I remember. His dad had a dream about him once, about 2 years ago. It brought me such joy!

It makes me sad that I haven't, because I think about him so much when I'm awake, how could I not have a dream about him? Then again, it may happen anytime :-)

amy said...

Love you sister.....xoxo

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