3.10.2011

A New Journey {new blog}

It's only been four months since I've posted here. I can't really say why it's taken me so long. I've been telling myself I've said everything I can say here. Everything I feel/ think/ say now has already been voiced, many many times. I feel like a broken record.

I miss her. I want her back. I wish things had turned out differently.

But honestly, I feel like my journey has changed yet again. This time with a good dose of hope. I am ready to start embracing life, and living. Really living.

I mean I have my bad days. I think I always will, but I think I've slowly slowly s l o w l y started to accept that... this is my life.

That being said, I have always wanted this blog to be all Jenna's. I tried juggling a blog for my design stuff, another for Joseph and this one for Jenna and found out I can design many blogs at once, but I cannot keep up with more than one to my satisfaction.

I know many of you have found my other blogs, but I just thought I would invite you over, just in case.

This new blog is about my new journey. A journey that embraces the beautiful mess she left behind for the world. I think the biggest reason writing this farewell post to this blog has been so tough is because I felt like I was leaving her behind. But it took me some time to realize that the new blog, our new journey is all because of her.

I can't tell you how much I've appreciated every last comment of support over these {almost} past two years here on this blog. Looking back it has been the best support and most healing therapy I could have ever hoped for after losing our daughter. And it will always be a treasure to me, to look back on and remember.

You can find my new blog here.

xoxo

Jenna's Name Slideshow

Thank you so much for emailing me pictures of my Jenna's name. It means so much that you took time to remember my Jenna with me. XO