It's only been four months since I've posted here. I can't really say why it's taken me so long. I've been telling myself I've said everything I can say here. Everything I feel/ think/ say now has already been voiced, many many times. I feel like a broken record.
I miss her. I want her back. I wish things had turned out differently.
But honestly, I feel like my journey has changed yet again. This time with a good dose of hope. I am ready to start embracing life, and living. Really living.
I mean I have my bad days. I think I always will, but I think I've slowly slowly s l o w l y started to accept that... this is my life.
That being said, I have always wanted this blog to be all Jenna's. I tried juggling a blog for my design stuff, another for Joseph and this one for Jenna and found out I can design many blogs at once, but I cannot keep up with more than one to my satisfaction.
I know many of you have found my other blogs, but I just thought I would invite you over, just in case.
This new blog is about my new journey. A journey that embraces the beautiful mess she left behind for the world. I think the biggest reason writing this farewell post to this blog has been so tough is because I felt like I was leaving her behind. But it took me some time to realize that the new blog, our new journey is all because of her.
I can't tell you how much I've appreciated every last comment of support over these {almost} past two years here on this blog. Looking back it has been the best support and most healing therapy I could have ever hoped for after losing our daughter. And it will always be a treasure to me, to look back on and remember.
You can find my new blog here.
xoxo
3.10.2011
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